oh my it has been a long time since my last entry, I have discovered I am not that great at it. Well since my move to New Mexico things have just been crazy for me. I was able to retain my current job in Florida so I travel every week. I like the travel, however it does make it hard not being at home all the time. I am almost finished with my degree in Holistic Health, thank goodness. I am looking to start making my own line of aromatherapy care products. I ahve been toying around with different blends fro a few months and I am enjoying the scented life. I hope everyone had a great 4th of july.

Now I am in the study of Holistic Body Structure, and considering the fact that I am of the creative nature is not helping me in this course at all. It is hard to keep attention to something that reads and talks in stereo instuctions. Well I will be finished with this in november, then on to the next subject which will be Aromatherapy (much more fun to me).

I would choose the age of 20. I had alot of fun at this age.

So after Taking This 1st Course in Holistic Health, I ahve learned (or come to understand really) that Health is a Choice that we make. Life has supplied everything we need in an abundant supply, all we need to do is look for the tool that will Heal us. I think the only way you can truly heal is when you change your way of thinking about whatever it is that is bothering you or hurting you.
to your helath.         

Ok so after the day is done my mind gets to explore my own thoughts (when I am not cought up in thoughts of work). I have been thinking lately that I need to do something else, I no longer find the world of corporate hair an exciting or enlightening opportunity for me. I have changed my thoughts on the whole idea of work, I have sent my resume out all over the place only to find that I do not think I belong with another Corporation. I think that I am going to try and make soap and hair care products naturally, now that I am taking courses in Holistic Health I am beginig to understand the importance of simplicity in all of life.
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As I learn to grow and change with life, I have begun to look more at my own perception of the things around me. Abraham once said "words do not teach, but words do stimulate thought, and thought is attractive". And so this got me thinking about my perception of my life. I am beginning to notice that words can only hurt, change ,affect, or create only if you allow them to. I no longer allow other peoples precetion's cloud my vision of what I think is good for me, for now I see that it is all elemental. Creating "things" in your life and around your life is all done so by how you choose to perceive the way you have thought about those "things". Allowing another's thoughts to enter into your perception will also affect you and your "things". So the next time you are upset or can not understand "why" allow your perception to clear away any attachments and change it.
                                                               peace and hair

With all the focus placed on negative habits of people in the media today, I wonder how we have managed to survive this long?
I think that many individuals have been convinced of this Idea that life needs to be full of hardship and difficulties ( I myself have fallen under this spell of sleep). Now that I am beginning to see things for what they really are I am finding that, you have a choice to continue on a path of true freedom of suppress yourself back into your old self. I am trying to take the path of freedom but I feel that I am being pulled back to the suppression, mainly because I have been unable to stand up for my thoughts and ideas . It is hard to say Good bye to your old "life", the "life" you were told to live and become apart of. I am finally getting to a place where I think I can co-exist with all of these individuals. I think that forgiveness has more power than what we give it. I am one who has always said that words are only words, however it is your feelings that really get you going. I have lately been separating myself form words, I no-longer allow myself to be caught up in words. I allow the passion of my feelings to create my future.
peace & hair

For a long time I have been using that saying "people are people", meaning that we all do some pretty silly stuff along the way in this journey of life. For example I see so many people drug themselves for the so-called cure  to their dis-eases that I just want to reach out and slap someone. My mother and my father are both people who have chosen this life-style, and in my opinion it is just that a chosen life-style. The "doctor" may have convinced you that life's problems and healing can happen all with a pill, however all the side effects from this one pill will now cause you to take five more additional pills (although they don't tell you that up front, almost like a high pressure sales person). It really confuses me why you would choose this path when all that we need is supplied here and now. I do not think that it was the intention of the divine to place fake chemicals in the body to heal (if that were the case we would be alot more like Barbie).I know that healing begins with the individual first & then we can move onto other things, (the planet should be second). I do not think that their is anything to "fix" about an individual, allowing people to truly be people will solve alot of problems.
peace & hair

You know one of the many things that I love to do is make candles. I used to make candles although I was not very good at it, I found it rather relaxing. So anyway I said to my partner I should start making candles again and selling them. It is always something I have wanted to do, then I considered the many Ideas that come from our minds. I am amazed at all the thoughts that go through our heads and how many times do we stop and really ponder a thought and create and idea from it? I must say that I am beginning to notice more about the thoughts that go trough my mind, I ask myself are they the thoughts that I want to use and help to create my future? the ones that I think will help in the creation of my future I cultivate into Ideas. I hope this gave you something to think about..........peace & hair

So as you are aware from my profile page I have been reading and trying to slowly get more involved in the Field of study that I am now going into. I find it rather exciting to be getting involved in things. One of the many things that I am now promoting with all of my employees and co-workers is to get involved with community organization. This month I (well next month actually) am working with a place called Beta House. It is a place for young teenage mothers who have already had their child or are ready to have their child. It offers them the opportunity to continue their education and a place for their needs (like diapers and other things). I am happy to see this organization get the honor of helping people achieve many of their life dreams. I think that is why I choose to work with The Beta House as my charity this month. I think it is important to help not only ourselves but others as well in the achievement of their goals in life, It makes me feel good inside. Also I found a new web site that will help you if you are wanting to save some money in holistic health. go to www.consciouslivingpartnership.org or if you are interested in learning more about the Beta House go to  www.betacenter.org
love & peace